Embarrassment

I think i always feel embarrass in some place. For example,I put the ticket in wrong place when i taked the bus. Peolpe are waiting behind me, but i don't know what to do. The bus driver is so angey and let me go. I moved slowly to another place. My face should be red and looked down.

One day, i went to a place to eat.When i speak to waiter, he didn't speak english and it take me a long time to get the food. It is also the fisrt time that i order that kind of food. After order the food, i want a napkin, but i said tissue. I put a hand in another hand to clean which want to show him that i want a napkin. After a long time, whatever i try to explain, it didn't work. When i was eating, he gave me a cup of water and ask is it what i want. I feel so strange and i want to tell her that i want a napkin, but i said thank you. Later, when a women is order something, i asked her" Can you speak English?" She said a littele. I tell her what i want, when she said it to the servers. The napkin is in the place i can see and i can get it by myslef. It made me feel so embarrss.